I'm trying hard not to struggle.

My grandmother used to have a Pulcinella doll in her bathroom, which was an island in the sea of family. Its face was sad. It's been years since I've seen it, but sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I see that Pulcinella doll. She had a sad Arlechino as well, but I don't remember that in as vivid detail. I just remember the white face and the diamonds under the eyes. I've never seen The Crow, but I'm always reminded of the sad Arlechino when I see Brandon Lee. A modern Arlechino. (Did they mean to do that?)