Self reflection is the devil. I think I've come to that conclusion. I gotta stop thinking about myself and how things relate to ME. Check out my quote of the ? for my new(est) credo (if you could call it a set or system of beliefs or principals which is what a credo is.) It just makes me feel inadequate always telling myself that I have to change everything about myself and my surroundings. I don't want to feel like everything I do is unworthy. I just need to lose myself again.

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I freakin' love GRAPEFRUIT juice. I can't get enough of the shit. It's so sour, yet so sweet. I wish I had some right NOW but I drank the last of it. I used to say that I wished cigarettes would grow as you smoke them instead of shrink and now I wish that Grapefruit juice was like that. The more I drink, the more I get. Mmm....sweet,sweet grapefruit juice...I wish I could have your children so I may raise them to be as wonderful as you. ...mmm